devil wins

i kept folding clothes today cos if you read my last post, i mentioned that the part time manager wanted me to re-fold ALL the clothes in the STORE ROOM. not really that much la. why? she say cos its untidy. and most probably wants everything to be in order for the up coming stock taking which i wont be participating in cos i have alrd quitted by then.

since there was nothing for me to do, i fold la. like i said, cherry is nice, she folded the clothes too. partly is cos she have nothing to do also la.

anyway the shop was short handed today. joyce on mc, prudence on leave. lucky thr's little customers today. but, no sales. at all.

talking bout customers, 3 guys and 1 girl walked into the shop. so my part, was to say "Hello" and smile. think one of the guy too friendly ah. he replied me with a happy sounding "hello!" too. think their age ard mine la. walk walk see see, then that guy keep talking to me. first thing he come in he asked me :"boring right?" i though for awhile about how should i answer and i replied with a forceful smile face :"a bit ah"

then i thought 'is that the answer i, as a sales assistant, should be answering?' saying your own job boring to customer just dont sound that nice huh. but anyway, i replied alrd. lol

maybe i just feel that they are weird because they are first few customers at such age walking into this shop? cos its either father or mother or grandparents or children under 16 tt walks into this shop.

so baby cant fetch me from work today cos he got family dinner. and i spent my time on train reading "flipped" gonna finish it soon i think. maybe tmr.

i got home and got myself bathed then i started to open and close the fridge, open and peek into the cupboard, the containers. i wanted to munch on junkfood. im fighting with myself inside. angel and devil.

D come on, just take and eat it. its nice. you're hungry anyway

A no! think of the amounts of fats. think of how unhealthy it is to eat such things at night.

D how fat can it be if you eat only one small packet?

A you eat one small packet everyday, it accumulates to one big pile as time goes! your back is like that now, and you cant exercise. your weight went down to 45 when you exercise. now you're not exercising and eating all the junk food, you are gng back up to 46 again.

then ah ma comes to me asking if i want to eat apple.

D dont eat la. not nice.

A who says? its sweet. its crunchy, it contains ZERO fats, its healthy

D i'll be back *poof* and its gone

after i finish the apple, mummy comes out and points to me the mooncake saying its very cute. and it really is. cartoon plain mooncakes. then she ask me to try and eat. devil is back. mummy opens the transparent box for me, revealing the cute delicious mooncake.

mummy :"eat la. dont eat one whole la. eat abit lor."
me :"u knw your daughter pattern ah. then you purposely one leh."

mummy laughs. devil wins. i took one small piece, tore half, put back the other half into the box.

"see la. disturb only you." then mummy laugh again. eat la. eat only ma. lol.

yesterday, i got a bad sore eye. then at night before i go to bed, i saw this whole stretch of ants. from living room air con down to the floor to behind computer table, across my ah ma room's door, to the kitchen, and into the toilet, and toilet bowl. not the one that holds the urine n shit, but the one holding the tap water that are used to flush.

seeing them just itch my whole body and i unknowingly said "fuck!". lucky everyone asleep alrd. lol. so i sprayed mortein and mopped the whole stretch before i went to bed. very sleepy sia.

gng off now. will be seeing prudence tmr. what the heck. oh i cant wait to see her (-.-) face when she knws ester ask me to re-fold the clothes. i bet she'll ask me to do all the other stuffs and she'll be the one folding the clothes. so, i pray hard, NO STOCKS COMING IN PLEASE. i'm being tortured enough for the past month so give me some peace for these 3 days with prudence. im gonna smile so sunshine-widely at her when im gng off on saturday. LOL

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